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Wednesday, January 08, 2014

Thinking Out Loud….

First of all, there are no pictures to this post.    I just want to take a moment to pause and think out loud.   My family is tucked in bed and snoozing.  Tomorrow we head back to school after an extended winter break.  As I type this, I am overwhelmed with thankfulness.   I am thankful for lazy days, hot cocoa, fully tummies, hearts full of love, a warm home, working cars, a schedule about to resume…..the list goes on and on.   

There is never a moment where I don't feel God's presence in my life.   It may be in a sunset, a friend's hug, Mia's silly drama, Ansley's thoughtful words, S. holding my hand or a gentle gesture, the voice of my parents, my sister's encouragement……the list goes on.

I am sometimes challenged in wanting God to "do something" that I have been waiting/praying over.  This week I have been reminded with words from my devotional that time is a trainer to wait upon His perfect timing.   I embrace this as I move into 2014.   Sometimes I struggle knowing God has the answer to every Earthly problem, frustration, aggravation, being unmotivated and I want an answer or "something done" to solve the immediate problem.

I am again reminded to live by Emilie's words, "Sheila, God doesn't make mistakes."   I am growing in my faith and patience that God does have the solution to every worldly problem, but waiting on Him is really the solution.  In the process of waiting, I find myself seeking truth from the Bible, surrounding myself with friends that follow Jesus, and just continue to grow in knowing our amazing God.   I am beginning to understand that this process is exactly where  God needs me to be.   So tonight, I am headed to bed way too late, (I am sure I will be on my school schedule tomorrow night) with not a clear understanding of this world, but an incredible peace that only God can provide.